i hate apples for being red.

blah blah blah i feel weird.

i was eating breakfast this morning and felt quite happy, knowing that it was friday and also that the session was almost done.  i was nearly done with my cereal, though, and i thought it was gonna come back up.  i have no idea, but i suddenly began to feel queasy and have remained that way for much of the day.  i went to the gym tonight and had no appetite whatsoever when i returned home.  three hours later, i still dont.  

and i just feel odd, off.  feel a tad lost.  ive been here a bit over 5 months and it just seems to be slumping.  the thing is, this is probably the easiest month ive had so far.  im not working any overtime, i've been working out a lot, ive had time to enjoy myself.  but now, hmmm, i just don't feel quite right.

i was reading old posts earlier and was amused to read how i thought i would stay two or more years here.  how quickly that changed.  i like korea, dont get me wrong, but i just dont know if i could do this much longer and still remain sane and happy.  i know i couldn't.  

oh well.  im going shopping tomorrow with one of my favorite students.  i imagine this is nothing a little retail therapy can't cure.